Saturday, March 2, 2013

Unexpected Motivation

Day 16

Weight: 233.2lbs

Well thank GOD! I am losing weight again! I am down 5.6lbs in two days!

I did not have a chance to update my blog yesterday because everybody in my house is sick and cranky, especially my son. He didn't want to be away from mommy for one second and that meant no blogging for me! Of course now I am getting sick, so I am sure I will be nice and grumpy too! 

Yesterday I received some very intense news about something that I have been waiting to hear for 13 years and it caused me to have a wide range of emotion in a very short period of time. My heart started racing and I was excited, nervous, scared, angry, and anxious all at the same time. Why do I bring this up? I didn't even want to cheat! I did not want to give up at all, it actually re-enforced WHY I am doing all of this in the first place! I guess sometimes you find your motivation in the most unexpected places, and this time it was in a haunting moment from my past.